my answer

to most people the problem of enlightment 

lays in the question who am i but for me

There is not any problem in salving the question who i am but its not realy to distanciate yourself from the mindbecose even the mind is part of I there is only one thing that actualy isnt part of I and thats the ignorence that tries to keep me. ignoring the truth for the rest al my gifts and weaknesses are part of the treu self that i am i wouldnt be the same self if i would denie any of them as part of my self therefor the past does actualy has a special valeu and i cant realy say its ilusion becose everything in the past happend for a reason and the sufference was ment to happen to form the self who i am in the present to eventualy be able to create my pad in the future so the suffering gave me the lessons to become who i am in the present and also gives me the abilety to totaly thrive in my future and each momentum in the now from this moment so i accept my powers and my weaknesses and the truth that in the end they are both one and the same it is the hart that is the answer to the next question wich ofcourse is what are your weaknesses and powers

It is the spiritual guide that actualy teached me that lesson and i consider it as one of the highest truths 

he once sayed 

"The weakness and powers of a person are actualy one and the same it is the way he embodys it that makes it what they are for him and the best samuray fighter can have the sharpest magical sword but that sword can also be the bait of the best fisherman and the biggest fool with the crazyest thoughts can contain the highest wisdom in a higher reality"that realy became a vision that was a huge part of my treu selve becose it was my hart that always made me vanoureble for everything including the truth of our reality in the world wich brought me a lot of suffering becose of the empathy but eventualy that hart became also the treu answer in every choise that i made to evolve into a better person

therefor even when i know the level of sufference is totaly not accepteble in the reality we live in in the present i stil believe that a minimum level of sufferense wil always be part of reality becose the one needss the other and one cant expierience treu happyness if he doesnt know sorrow to become totaly free of sufference one has to give up the posebilety to expirience joy and totaly be zen and that may free a soul from suffering but in my opinion also takes away the meaning of his life becose i believe we are ment to expirience joy of everything thats created by our higher self wich is the subconsious mind in wich we form the consiousness so to expirience total joyof al his creations is what gives meaning to our lives and therefor i am not at the same level of the buddahs teachings becose i dont believe we should give up the desire but i am at at the same level in the buddahs vision that its useles to please the desires becose that only leads to sufference in my believes the answers can be found in the fullfilment of the right desires and that is always to be found in al natural things in the form of apreciation there his no higher level of joy than to apreciate all small things in life and this never leads to any suffering but it is treu that suffering teaches tto the awareness of a mind wich things have real valeu and wich things are only leading to sufference becose sorrow makes a mind aware and therefor sorrow is needed to reach treu happyness when you can totaly enjoy the rest and piece from silence its becose the tears tought you that lesson and therefor the tears are just as important in love as the expirience of joy you cant have one without the other and its no coinsedence that people cry from both sorrow and joy thats simply becose tears are a expression of love therefor for one to become enlighted he needs to be aware what couses the sufference and also understand the deeper meaning why he needed to suffer so he is able to apreciate the pain [ofcourse always when you look back never in looking forward] but i realy am being onest when i speak now that i apreciate al the pain ive been trough in my past becose i wouldnt be who i am if i would have avoid  al the pain i would have deffenitly turned againt myself and lost contact with it i believe the answer i was searching for to become enlighted was the fulfilment of the right desires and this can only be reached in the form of apreachiation to be thankfull for all things in life is the fullfilment of the right desires and the fulfilling of your lifeperpose that were my personal answers that i found in my path that freed my mind from ignorence